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So, tonight's chavurah. That means dinner with four other families that I am close to. It's our last one before the move, and a good chance for me to see my closest friends here. I'm looking forward to seeing people, and even talking about how much I miss Brandeis with Marnina, since she just finished her first year there. And yet, I know it's going to feel wrong. Much like things have been, lately. Our lives are going into boxes. Our stuffs all getting packed. So the place I've lived in for 14 years--or is it 15 now, I forget--feels completely different. And even if it didn't feel different, it would probably still feel wrong. My life is no longer in Maryland, it's in Massachusetts. Considering that for me one of the most important things--if not the most important--is my friends, my social life, I really miss everyone terribly. hopefully I'll work it so I can see my girlfriend shortly after the move, but I don't know how feasible that will be, and over a month feels like waaay too long to wait until I see people.
At least this summer I'll be seeing more than three...last summer I just saw lightgamer, blalien, and my friend Dylan. I'm still waiting for a confirmation as to crash space, since I have a probably but not a definite yet, but should the one not work out I have more people I can ask, as well as a last resort if no one else works (otherwise he'd like to spend the time with his girlfriend, since she lives in Maine and will hopefull be coming for the same thing).
It just feels so strange. I'm currently sitting on the floor of my room. The bookshelf's been moved and is almost empty, my bed and one of my desks are gone, There are boxes all around...It really doesn't feel like my room.
At least I know that my room in the new house is bigger...
And now I'm feeling all angsty. So time to list pluses:
I'll be seeing my friends at dinner tonight, and it will be a yummy barbecue.
I'll be seeing a whole bunch of friends in late June. I can finally get scritchies again!
Once I get a job and know my schedule I can start working out finding a weekend to spend at lightgamer's (last summer he spent a weekend at my house, so...)
I also get to start figuring out the trip to Stirling Faire where I'll be meeting up with friends again.
And get to figure out gencon. Man, I really hope I can go....

Also, my kitty was really cute today. I meowed at him, he meowed back, jumped down from his seat on my mom's desk, and trotted over to me. And then past me, to my room, but that's where I was going anyways. So I let him in, and then when I got in he demanded my full attention, purring up a storm when I gave it to him. I love my kitty ^^

I think that's all I have to say right now...though I'll probably think of more later.
Mrow.

Edit: Oh, and lightgamer's summer campaign over AIM should be starting again sometime soonish, I hope....I get to dust off my evil gnome ^^